Are you in love girl?

Are you in love girl? 
No
But I love love
Love the way he loves

I love him 

But im not in love mum

To be in love would require me to be in his love 

love me? like loves love more like loves like

I’m cared for, Adored,felt for

But he loves love like love

And doesn’t allow me enter 

We have the key but what’s the point if the door won’t open when company is invited.

I’m expected 

No mum I’m not in love 

I’m sitting on the porch with my back to the door.